Sunday, June 19, 2005
Ever get the feeling that all you wanted to say seems to have been left unsaid somehow, despite all the amount you have already typed? Got that feeling last night. Perhaps it was due to the fact that I wasn't concentrating (was chatting with a student, watching tv and blogging, all at once), I somehow had the distinct feeling that there was something I wanted to express but it got lost in the middle of it all...
Anyway, between all that amount of stuff that I was doing, I somehow got reminded of some of those old sch friends of mine that I've not seen for really quite sometime. Got to blame myself really, I'm always such a passive member, even when I do think of them, I never really bothered to ask them out. All reasons that I can think for myself are pretty much excuses.
I especially thought of Jialing yesterday. Not seen her since Chinese New Year and before that I had not met up with her for almost a year. Despite our going on rather different paths, I still care about her and wished that we could have met up moe often. She contacted me sometime around my birthday but we had some sch events as well as my tuition commitments going on so I couldn't meet up with her, but hope I could get to her one of these days so that we can makan together. =)
Was actively looking all over my com for her blog address too but realised after a futile hour that I couldn't have found it. I had my bro help to reformat my com sometime earlier this year, so I lost all my precious songs (sobs) and, as I realised belatedly, some important links as well. Should have backed up ALL my stuff... Sigh... Will probably go write an email to Jialing after this and see how's she doing. That and to ask for her blog addie again. =)
Here's a pic from CNY this year. Hope it appears fine, Xinrong had some problems with the posting of pictures on her blog earlier, I'm worse than her at this so I won't be surprised if I encounter more than a few hitches...
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