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Thursday, August 31, 2006

Been terribly irritable and reclusive lately, all of a sudden wish to be away from people. Family, friends, colleagues, the lot of them. I find myself intolerable to be around, am like a spiny porcupine, defensive and offensive at the same time. (Think this could be the real PMS?)

Sometimes would lapse into times like this, times of annoyance and self-induced pek chekness. I wish I wouldn't but damn, that's me.

Sometimes, just sometimes, I like to shed the niceness and be nasty.

Apologise to all who have been at the end of my blunt, yet sharp enough to hurt, sword. I wish I wouldn't do this you know but I'm increasingly like my brother, guided by moodswings I can hardly control.

There are times I just want to curl around my book and simply read the time away. I don't want to do anything else or care about anyone else. When I get interrupted in times like this there's hell to pay.

Monosyllabic answers, sarcasm, irritation, it's all there right in the open. How to be nice when one feels like a hermit, or even worse, like shit?

THIS is the antisocial me.

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Wonder if anyone suffers from days like this, like me?

I scribbled at ;; 11:24 AM

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