I just realised that really, that sometimes I don't have to be so worried or troubled about certain things but I made it my business to worry about those shit? WTF? Am I a nutcase or what?!
There's this uncle who comes by every evening to help out at the tuition centre I work in. He's the typical last generation disciplinarian, quick to discipline children. As you can imagine this doesn't sit well with the kids at all. Today it escalated to a rather big matter and the parent came in to shout at Uncle. Wow... I thought I've seen my fair share of shouting at the centre but this makes the tops. I don't know how I got involved in this, but I did get involved. Luckily both parties settled down and we parted pretty amicably.
The thing is, after that I still was agitated and fidgetty and was terribly keen to fly home to rest, relax or do some other shit like that. I was like an ant, butting around trying to will the bus to come right this second. I kind of stomped my way back to my place after I got off the bus. What's this? I was the mediator, not the person involved, why get so pek?
Then I reasoned, could this be because I haven't been going for any exercise the past 2 weeks? I've been going to get some form of physical activity at least once a week for the past many months. Now I'm getting all this nervous energy and I've nowhere to get rid of it. It kind of explodes in my face now, I can't believe how not calm I am. I've always been a bu neng ting xia lai de ren, but more so now.
Better go work off all that energy man before it erupts in other ways and make me more of a weirdo then I already am...