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Tuesday, December 28, 2010

Something is seriously wrong.

I thought no one knows something's wrong but it turns out everyone knows but everyone's just turning a blind eye.

Is it right to live with so much wrongness? Can I stomach it all? What's going to happen when I can no longer stomach this?

By now I finally know that talking about it won't help.

I can only chide myself for being naive and foolish.

I wish things didn't have to be so clear and I didn't need to be further disappointed or disillusioned.

I've been raised to believe in fairness, equality, justice and hard work, and to be honest, I've never seen such darkness in my 27 years.

Why would anyone support something so wrong at all?

Everything is so conflicting and bleak at the same time.

I have to get over it. If I can't make myself accept it then there is only one way left.

Guess I have suspected it for months, just didn't want to believe that it can be true.

I would have been better off not knowing for sure, for now that I know, it's all the more difficult to ignore it and pretend everything's fine...

I scribbled at ;; 6:44 AM

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